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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Its been a while now that im trying to divert all my attentions on something else.i tried every mood of my days to get on..it just passed by and made no difference at all.I spent days with my friends just to smile ..just to give a laugh cause im not sure if i still know how it feels like after all.

I cant resist the power of your warm love,it brings me to silence like a meadow thats full of wonderful things....I cant deny the fact that i still miss you and that whatever it is that i do..doesnt make me feel better about myself.deep inside my heart youre still there... the rest is just an empty space again.

I love you and thats something i always feel.i dont know what else to do because i know ill never be with you! im hurt... and its painful! but why? what did i do wrong? so many questions left unsaid.What couldve been if i just ask you and wait for your answers..? I have read all the good conversations we had... it makes me cry because it was so nice and sweet.. it makes me cry even more cause its over...its like a kiss in the wind and your love was gone.

I prayed that this thing im feeling just go away..cause its hard to go on.How can i find peace of mind when thoughts of you keep coming back.it pulls me back to the void.I know that the kind of love thats true is the one that weakens the heart and soul.. thats what i felt for you ..and thats still what i feel right now.

Posted by HerShen :: 5:45 PM :: 4 comments